Ups and Downs in life.

I was born in a very warm yet discipline type of family. I have 2 siblings, which are girls as well. We were taught to settle every problems ourselves, and that formed me to a strong and tough woman, at least that is what my friends said.

"If you want something so bad, pursue it yourself! Pa
can do nothing but support you".
Pa told me that, in a very strict but in an understandable way.

And yes, I can live this life without much complaining. I hate it when people starts to complaint bout the 'not so good' food, dress, even life. I am really aware that there are so many unlucky people here in this earth, and that will always reminds me of how lucky I am to be in this shoes. I seem like a tough girl that will never face any problems in life.

But I am not a superwoman.

Like other ordinary girls out there, I have my breakdown point, and it is right here, right now. I always claimed myself as a life-lover girl, put on that big smile whatever happens. I just forget how to smile again. I remembered few months ago, I decided to 'reset' my life, back to zero, start everything again from there. It wasn't easy at all. The more you try to forget your past, the more you'll be reminded of em. A lot of things happened between a very short period of time, and it changed my whole life.

I need someone who really can understand me. For the time being, there's nothing I can do except keep telling myself, that everything, is going to be better in time. I just don't know how long it takes to heal. I will always try, as hard as i can, to be the previous-strong, tough girl.

p.s/ Sometimes I wish for the D day to come faster.


Alexis said...

cry as much as you can, cry as much as you want today. But you ought to smile tomorrow :)
Love ya, buddy!

Olyvia ♥ said...

did it. thanks (: <3

Robert said...

Hey Olyvia, I consider your blog also very pleasing. =)

And whatever has happened - do not surrender to much to the past since it might prevent you from enjoying the present. ;-)

Olyvia ♥ said...

yes Robert ! always try to be better everyday.

at least i've tried, right ? ((: thanks for the support !

Robert said...

That's good. In doing so you're doing pretty well. :o)

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